i want to swallow the ocean see it leak out the cracks then i'll see where the break is because i've been leaking for so long got to built that wall up so strong keep it away from me because i don't deserve it i'd rather reject it than have to accept it human say this is the way we behave overdone no control my senses wave without discipline i become the slave without a center i have no name given one inch and taking three accepting this used hand drown me this isn't the way it has to be i sever myself from this farce i'll never be i refuse to believe that indulgence is part of my nature i reject your lies