混ざり合う色に見た孤独の絵が
目の前で溶けてゆく 器用に殻を脱いで
垂れ流しの理想狂に踊らされる
頭蓋の中バランスも取れず
「何かが笑って」
歪んでゆく 無くしながら
絡まる意図に首を預ける
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
剥がした羞恥心によって
悶絶するその素顔は真相に歪む
「何かが笑って」
飾りあげる その悲哀情
吐き気を誘う不快な存在
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
伸ばす手を掴みきれず 想いが散り混ざり合うの
褪せた日はその絵を眺め枯れて逝く
掲げた夢さえ脱ぎ去る 君よ
You are in a part of the gear.
やがて 喉に詰まる何かに震え出す
与えられた光を影だと知る
砕け散った青きあの日々 深く背負い眠り
何も救えぬと知り乱れる
不意に流されてゆく 夢を見て
押さえ続けてたのに
An error is deep...
今更溢れる涙では
伸ばす手を掴みきれず 想いが散り混ざり合うの
褪せた日はその絵を眺め枯れて逝く
剥がれる声さえ「もう」聞こえ無い
その痛み知る君はやがてまた此処に種を植えて
色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
You are in a part of the gear.
___________________________
Kugutsu e
(Romaji)
mazariau iro ni mita kodoku no e ga
me no mae de tokete yuku kiyou ni kara wo nuide
tarenagashi no risou kyou ni odorasareru
zugai no naka BARANSU mo torezu
"nani ka ga waratte"
yugande yuku nakushi nagara
karamaru ito ni kubi wo azukeru
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
hagashita shuuchishin ni yotte
monzetsu suru sono sugao wa shinsou ni yugamu
"nani ka ga waratte"
kazari ageru sono hiai jou
hakike wo sasou f**ai na sonzai
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
nobasu te wo tsukami kirezu omoi ga chiri mazari au no
aseta hi wa sono e wo nagame karete yuku
kakageta yume sae nugi saru kimi yo
You are in a part of the gear.
yagate nodo ni tsumaru nanika ni furuedasu
ataerareta hikrai wo kage da to shiru
kudakechitta aoki ano hibi f**aku seoi nemuri
nani mo sukuenu to shiri midareru
fui ni nagasarete yuku yume wo mite
osae tsuzuketeta no ni
An error is deep ...
imasara afureru namida de wa
nobasu te wo tsukami kirezu omoi ga chiri mazari au no
aseta hi wa sono e wo nagame karete yuku
hagareru koe sae "mou" kikoenai
sono itami shiru kimi wa yagate mata koko ni tane wo uete
irozuita hana ga saku itsuka wo negau
sono itami shiru kimi ga furuezu ni mizu wo sosogeta koro ni
mita koto no nai iro no hana ga mata kimi wo sasou
You are in a part of the gear.
___________________________
Puppet drawing
(English)
The picture of loneliness that I saw in mixed colors
Is melting before my eyes skillfully it's taking off its shell
Manipulated by the addiction to the ideal of incontinence
I can't even keep the balance in my skull
"Something is laughing"
I'm getting distorted while losing you
I entrust my neck to a tangled intention
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
Because of my shame that I ripped of
I'm fainting in agony, this unpainted face is distorted by the truth
"Something is laughing"
I'm decorating these feelings of sorrow
This unpleasant existence is calling out for nausea
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
I'm unable to grasp your reaching hand My thoughts are scattering and melting together
The fading days are gazing at these pictures that wither and die
For you even the printed dreams will disappear
You are in a part of the gear.
Before long I start trembling from something that is stuck in my throat
I know that in the light which was given are shadows
Those inexperienced days are smashed up I'm heavily burdened in my sleep
I get confused by knowing that nothing can save me
Suddenly I'm drained I'm dreaming and
Although it keeps on pressing me down
An error is deep...
The tears overflow after such a long time
I'm unable to grasp your reaching hand My thoughts are scattering and melting together
The fading days are gazing at these pictures that wither and die
As long as my voice is flaking off it can't be heard "anymore"
You, who knows this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope that the flowers that changed their colors will bloom someday
You, who knows this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colorful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again
You are in a part of the gear.
Romaji & English translation by kiyoshiyuu @ Livejournal.com
目の前で溶けてゆく 器用に殻を脱いで
垂れ流しの理想狂に踊らされる
頭蓋の中バランスも取れず
「何かが笑って」
歪んでゆく 無くしながら
絡まる意図に首を預ける
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
剥がした羞恥心によって
悶絶するその素顔は真相に歪む
「何かが笑って」
飾りあげる その悲哀情
吐き気を誘う不快な存在
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
伸ばす手を掴みきれず 想いが散り混ざり合うの
褪せた日はその絵を眺め枯れて逝く
掲げた夢さえ脱ぎ去る 君よ
You are in a part of the gear.
やがて 喉に詰まる何かに震え出す
与えられた光を影だと知る
砕け散った青きあの日々 深く背負い眠り
何も救えぬと知り乱れる
不意に流されてゆく 夢を見て
押さえ続けてたのに
An error is deep...
今更溢れる涙では
伸ばす手を掴みきれず 想いが散り混ざり合うの
褪せた日はその絵を眺め枯れて逝く
剥がれる声さえ「もう」聞こえ無い
その痛み知る君はやがてまた此処に種を植えて
色付いた花が咲く何時かを願う
その痛み知る君が震えずに水を注げた頃に
見た事の無い色の花がまた君を誘う
You are in a part of the gear.
___________________________
Kugutsu e
(Romaji)
mazariau iro ni mita kodoku no e ga
me no mae de tokete yuku kiyou ni kara wo nuide
tarenagashi no risou kyou ni odorasareru
zugai no naka BARANSU mo torezu
"nani ka ga waratte"
yugande yuku nakushi nagara
karamaru ito ni kubi wo azukeru
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
hagashita shuuchishin ni yotte
monzetsu suru sono sugao wa shinsou ni yugamu
"nani ka ga waratte"
kazari ageru sono hiai jou
hakike wo sasou f**ai na sonzai
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
nobasu te wo tsukami kirezu omoi ga chiri mazari au no
aseta hi wa sono e wo nagame karete yuku
kakageta yume sae nugi saru kimi yo
You are in a part of the gear.
yagate nodo ni tsumaru nanika ni furuedasu
ataerareta hikrai wo kage da to shiru
kudakechitta aoki ano hibi f**aku seoi nemuri
nani mo sukuenu to shiri midareru
fui ni nagasarete yuku yume wo mite
osae tsuzuketeta no ni
An error is deep ...
imasara afureru namida de wa
nobasu te wo tsukami kirezu omoi ga chiri mazari au no
aseta hi wa sono e wo nagame karete yuku
hagareru koe sae "mou" kikoenai
sono itami shiru kimi wa yagate mata koko ni tane wo uete
irozuita hana ga saku itsuka wo negau
sono itami shiru kimi ga furuezu ni mizu wo sosogeta koro ni
mita koto no nai iro no hana ga mata kimi wo sasou
You are in a part of the gear.
___________________________
Puppet drawing
(English)
The picture of loneliness that I saw in mixed colors
Is melting before my eyes skillfully it's taking off its shell
Manipulated by the addiction to the ideal of incontinence
I can't even keep the balance in my skull
"Something is laughing"
I'm getting distorted while losing you
I entrust my neck to a tangled intention
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
Because of my shame that I ripped of
I'm fainting in agony, this unpainted face is distorted by the truth
"Something is laughing"
I'm decorating these feelings of sorrow
This unpleasant existence is calling out for nausea
Affection on the surface.
Peel off pretence !
I'm unable to grasp your reaching hand My thoughts are scattering and melting together
The fading days are gazing at these pictures that wither and die
For you even the printed dreams will disappear
You are in a part of the gear.
Before long I start trembling from something that is stuck in my throat
I know that in the light which was given are shadows
Those inexperienced days are smashed up I'm heavily burdened in my sleep
I get confused by knowing that nothing can save me
Suddenly I'm drained I'm dreaming and
Although it keeps on pressing me down
An error is deep...
The tears overflow after such a long time
I'm unable to grasp your reaching hand My thoughts are scattering and melting together
The fading days are gazing at these pictures that wither and die
As long as my voice is flaking off it can't be heard "anymore"
You, who knows this pain, will soon plant the seeds here once again
You hope that the flowers that changed their colors will bloom someday
You, who knows this pain, could you pour water on them without trembling
The colorful flowers you have never seen are calling out for you again
You are in a part of the gear.
Romaji & English translation by kiyoshiyuu @ Livejournal.com