Longshot Lyrics

The disassociated testing
Of the fletching
Like a surgery of shaky hands
And patient baby steps
Could take you to another place
To where the love you know you could leave
And take it all back
Another d*** heart attack
I'm trying to contain it
But everything I think about is far away
And that's where it always seems to be
It's time to get back
It's hard to understand
But I'm banking on a long shot
Not picking from one through ten
I'm solid as a number
Do you get the irony?