Train of Thought Lyrics

Sometimes I feel I do not know myself
Being someone else
Infiltrate this pain inside my head
My mind has just gone dead
I wish I didn't have to feel
Emotions are too real
Stuck inside this living hell
I thought that I was well
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You don't know how I feel
You don't know how I feel
I was gonna say something meaningful
I was gonna say something wise
I was gonna say something that meant something to me
But I lost my train of thought
lost my train of thought
lost my train of thought
lost my train of thought
Not asleep but never really awake
More than I can take
Trap myself inside this empty clause
Clenched between its jaws
Resurrect this throe I put to sleep
Secrets I can't keep
Why does this s*** always happen to me?
I just want to be free
[Chorus]

A facade of what my life's supposed to be
But it just isn't me
Owning up to the blame of what's been done
I can accept none
Plea for self-appointed absolution
I don't deserve one

[Chorus]