Here's to Letting Go Lyrics

How am I supposed to sleep
When I can't even find peace in my dreams?
I'm never safe from my mind racing
Don't tell me that this didn't everything
Your words are all I have to hold on to
Some days I wish I could just
Go back to the person I thought I knew

Cause I've let go
Of what I needed the most
I always wanted to be
What you had wanted from me
And all I hope
Is you forget this
I know I've made so many mistakes
But I can't make you stay
So I'll go

Just count me out
Cause I can't love anymore
I'm far too fragile
To be keeping score
I'm told the truth will set you free
But all of this could almost kill me
I tried to ignore the writing on the wall
I wish I was wrong
Deep down I know you're not sleeping alone

Just go away
I'm not gonna play these f****** games
Just go away
I'm not gonna play these f****** games

I spent all my days here
Waiting for you
I always gave us a shot
You never saw us through
Just give me a second to look in your eyes
So I can come to grips
That this was all a lie
How could I say goodbye?
It's not like I think about you constantly
You always leave with the best of me

Cause I've let go
Of what I needed the most
I always wanted to be
What you had wanted from me
And all I hope
Is you forget this
I know I've made so many mistakes
But I can't make you stay
So I'll go

So you can act like this won't mean a thing
But we both know
You will never forget me
Cause I've let go