What Am I to Say Lyrics

What am I to say?
I'm all wrapped up in apathy,
And I don't want to stay this way,
There's nothing left to do,
Now that I am onto you,
All I want to know, is the truth.
And I don't want to go,
But I feel like I should,
'Cause I'm falling apart,
And I'm blah,blah,blah

How could you be the better part of me,
When we're only half of what we used to be, today,
Could you see this isn't what we need,
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell,
So goodbye, farewell.

What am I to say,
I still remember every day,
Memories don't fade away,
And it all falls apart,
In the shadows of the past,
It can seem to be so hard,
But it's time the feelings pass.
How could you be the better part of me,
When we're only half of what we used to be, today,
Could you see this isn't what we need,
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell,
So goodbye, farewell.
And pull your triggers now,
What you waiting for?
I stand accused myself,
Sometimes I'm wrong, God help me,
And here beneath my lie,
What am I praying for?
I don't believe in Hell,
But I just might be there tonight.

How could you be the better part of me,
When we're only half of what we used to be, today,
Could you see this isn't what we need,
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell,
So goodbye, farewell,
Goodbye, farewell.