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It's too late to take back what I said, said to you.
No matter what you'd say right now can never change how it feels to me.

No matter how many times I try to explain won't matter now.
It's no use, it's all too late. Let's just forget this happened again.
When will I learn?
Always the same thing.
When will I learn?
I always start panicking as soon as I start thinking too much.
When will I learn?
Always the same thing.
When will I learn?

Always searching for a place where I am feeling okay.
Constantly feeling insecure. Did I do anything wrong?
Always scared of what I'd do when I feel this way.
You can see it a mile away. I never seem to pick up, until it's too late.

Whenever you're not here with me.
I wish I could stop it, I know it's unfair.
Cause when I do this to me I put it on you.
I wish I could have kept it from you.
I wish it could have stayed within.
There is no place where I can feel fine.
Constant feeling that I did wrong.
There's no place where I belong.

What is pulling me down?
What is dragging me down?

Whenever you're not here with me.
I wish I could stop it I know it's unfair. Cause when I do this to me I put it on you.
I wish I could have kept it from you I wish it'd stayed within.
When will I learn?
Always the same thing.
When will I learn?
I always start panicking as soon as I start thinking too much.
When will I learn?

Your hands holding mine.
Your eyes stare at mine.
It feels so unreal. It hurts and I'm ashamed.
I curse everything except you being here.
Blood stains on our hands.
Our heads hanging down.
Words so beautiful no one ever said before.
Take it to my heart. No one ever said that to me.
"You deserve so much better. So much better."