If I Could Describe Lyrics

If I could avoid the trials
I've been guilty all my life
I've been looking pretty weird
not feeling like the boy I'm suppose to be
warriors, gather around me
paint your faces in distorted ways
and make war with deviant methods
hey, I'm a TG
diving deeper into abnormality
and it feels just about right
the surrounding fades away
my courage increases everyday
looking for the kicks
dreaming of the golden gate bridge
thinking of the night flights
back in 2003
I've been looking for wider s***e
been searching for a colorful dress
been trying to avoid the most dangerous places

I i could describe just what's inside my mind
yeah, if I could describe what's inside my mind