s**y Dreams Lyrics

i awoke from this dream i was having,
kissing on this guy
and playing rough in the back.
i was a d*** in someone else's body.
i shuttered when you came inside me.
in the day i let the night time be.
i would keep it to myself
walking the halls of my high school,
thinking back on all the lessons i'd learned.

like danny's dad said
"you shake hands like a f*****."
i said "danny, could you tell me
what exactly all your dad meant?"
he said "you don't wanna be sick now.
now do ya? or do ya?"

me and jenny had a good time laughing
and taking off our clothes
to explore each other's bodies.
she said "i don't wanna disappoint you,
but you could never be my girl."
either way, we spent a lot of time together.
there were questions over gender,
but we settled in the mean time.
she said "that's how it is." i said "that's fine."
i had a friend who had the nerve
to ask the question,
he'd said, "you could pull it off,
why not avoid all the attention?"
he said, "don't you know
you could have it much easier?"
but me and jenny held on to our contradiction
and we didn't let it go
until we'd took it to the limit,
though in the end it cut her deeper.
jenny's dad had had a knack
for condescension.
he'd said "girl, what you doing
always looking for attention?
could you get over this phase now?
you embarrass me."
so to my friend with the clever little question,
i said, "i know what i could do
would be easier.
but by and by, i shouldn't have to."