On Brave Mountains We Conquer Lyrics

My name is anything that I want it to be
I'm striking chords in a way you've never seen
(But I'm a longshot, we fought the fight at last)
I can take it, I will make it now
I've given everything, I've let you take over me
I'm climbing mountains but drowning in the sea
(And I admit it, I don't regret it)
You've taken everything and left these broken wings
(So here I lay)

I never thought you would leave me here
I'm jaded mess full of hate and fear
I'd play the victim but I only have myself to blame
I rename, restart this game
My name is anything that you want it to be
Your games are endless but I can guarantee
(You'll be the last one to ever give this up)
I'll take it all away until I get my day
(But here I lay)

I never thought you would leave me here
I'm jaded mess full of hate and fear
I'd play the victim but I only have myself to blame
I rename, restart this game
I've given up this time, I can't take any more of these cold fights
I preach on something I'm not, a person who plays this in
Everything I hate

So here I lay, you finally got your way

I never thought you would leave me here
I'm jaded mess full of hate and fear
I'd play the victim, I still only have myself to blame
And my rain, I'll fade away

(I cannot figure out these lyrics at the end, sorry...)