I strive to forget my real nature. For them every detention is a cure. They claim to know everything. Anthéa, at our nightly rendezvous appease me. Anthéa, you fascinate me so much. My suffering is so strong, my howling so weak. My new personality: too powerful. Sit by your side, by rocking myself like you. Like a quiet man in the middle of the night. This turning intoxicates me... Now I can't see anything, slowly I take my flight!