Chaos Inside Lyrics

darkness... silence - it"s so somber here...
no matter where or who i am
captived... condemned... to live in this shell
in my own personal hell
retreated... occlusive - what has brought me there
and, d***...how can i return?
anguish... confusedness - am i daft in the head?
am i here or am i dead?
...am i dead?

slightly it drives me insane... it makes me feeling so lame

darkness... silence - creeping through my soul
why am i like what i am?
captived and condemned to live in this place
of blankness, hate and pungent ache
forgotten... despised - shut out of this life
wihtout a future anymore
chaos... panic - the apathy inside
has merged and grown to endless fear

i rot down in madness
no cure"s there to expect
no future to defeate
without the past - i can"t forget
it slowly drives me insane and every day it"s the same
it strangles all my feelings...
of pleasure, teariness and shame
and i hold you to me tight
turn your days into night
there is no place you can hide
already lost is this fight
i lacerate your mind
paint your world black and white
one day i"ll blow off your light
i"m your chaos inside