Obedience to the life of opposition can easily be sacrificed for the dream. An answering machine and credit card will stream from success. Success to kill your desires. Will I grow to accept it or will I still be where I am. Without future, without hope for a free life. I will never be free and it's not a demon chasing me. It's expectations of me making career. A career in doing something I never ever had the desire to do. For the sake of survival. For the sake of not being free