Torch my soul, feed my hate
Experience no will to live
Disconnect myself forever
Turn my back on this life
Self deception - there's no relief
Avoid feelings - I cannot find peace
Betrayed and abused - stripped to an object of pain
truth slowly penetrates
life is punishment
Self deception - there's no relief
Avoid feelings - I cannot find peace
No right to speak, too scared to try
Primitive instinct keeps me alive
Years pass by, pass by in silence
Filled with emptiness and total bullshit!
Experience no will to live
Disconnect myself forever
Turn my back on this life
Self deception - there's no relief
Avoid feelings - I cannot find peace
Betrayed and abused - stripped to an object of pain
truth slowly penetrates
life is punishment
Self deception - there's no relief
Avoid feelings - I cannot find peace
No right to speak, too scared to try
Primitive instinct keeps me alive
Years pass by, pass by in silence
Filled with emptiness and total bullshit!