Decomposition, of my real self
What's urged me to this morbid need of death?
My brain fills with contradictory impulses
Patterns of conflict between personalities erupt
Intolerance of weakness in myself as well as others
Causes my hate and need, to unleash this rage
My pattern of traits and behaviors are crushed
All my horrors create this gross rush
Maledaptively my views conflict
Creating a new person inside of me
Violence and horror is all I see
A crippling torture that never lets me be
Savagely my life is torn
Gripping horror surrounds me
Constant hysteria pressuring my brain
Normality is gone
No recollection
Insane
Reality erased
Fantasy was real
Immortal acts filled my head
Now I'm gone, forever dead
What's urged me to this morbid need of death?
My brain fills with contradictory impulses
Patterns of conflict between personalities erupt
Intolerance of weakness in myself as well as others
Causes my hate and need, to unleash this rage
My pattern of traits and behaviors are crushed
All my horrors create this gross rush
Maledaptively my views conflict
Creating a new person inside of me
Violence and horror is all I see
A crippling torture that never lets me be
Savagely my life is torn
Gripping horror surrounds me
Constant hysteria pressuring my brain
Normality is gone
No recollection
Insane
Reality erased
Fantasy was real
Immortal acts filled my head
Now I'm gone, forever dead