The Abandoned Lyrics

Staring At The Wall
I Never Thought This Would Be So Hard
How Could I Have Been So Close
And Never Know You ?
I Never Knew
I Never Knew You At All
You Will Always Be My Father
But I Hope You Know
It's You Fault That I'll
Never Know What That Means
You Left A Void
That Never Could Be Replaced
I Am Dying Inside
But You Will Never See

I Always Had Hoped
That you Did Not Want It This Way
But No Matter How Hard I Tried
You Always Pushed Me Away
You Said You Loved Me But

How Was I Supposed To Know?
(How Was I Supposed To Know?)
When You Left me Here
You Left Me Here Alone
Do I Ever Even Cross Your Mind
Just For A second ?
Do You Know I'm Alive ?
You Know I
Would Let You In But
You Threw Everything Away
So Tell Me
What Did You Get From
All Of These Years Of Pain?
You Have No Clue What I've Been Through
But I Guess That You Wanted It That Way

How Was I Supposed To Know?
(How Was I Supposed To Know?)
When You Left me Here
You Left Me Here Alone
Do I Ever Even Cross Your Mind
Just For A second ?
Do You Know I'm Alive ?
If You Would Have Been There
If You Would Have Stuck Around
If You Would Have Been There
When I Needed You
You Would Have Been
You Would Have Been So Proud

How Was I Supposed To Know?
(How Was I Supposed To Know?)
When You Left me Here
You Left Me Here Alone
Do I Ever Even Cross Your Mind
Just For A second ?
Do You Know I'm Alive ?