Blackbirds Lyrics

I shiver and shake through
warm and cold and alone
on my own
in every mistake
i dig this hole
through my skin
and bones
It's harder starting over
than never to have changed

With blackbirds following me
i'am digging out my grave
they close in swellowing me
the pain it comes in waves
i'am getting back what i gave

i swet thru the sheets as daylights fades
as i waste away
it traps me inside mistakes i made
thats the price i pay
its harder starting over
than never to have changed

chorus

i drop to the floor
like i did before
stop, watching i'm caughing,
i cant be more
wat i want and wat i need
are a constant war
like a well full of poison,
a rotten core
The blood goes thin
The fever stings
And I shake from the hell that the habits bring.
Lay the sick ones down
The bells will ring
Put pennies on the eyes
Let the dead men sing.

Whit blackbirds following me
i'am digging out my grave
they close? in swellowing me
the pain it comes in waves
i'am getting back what i gave