I should try harder than this. I can't believe you're still screaming. I know you're not such a cripple tonight, but I've seen you drunk before now. I just wanted to see you cut down. I just wanted to lay down beside you. And if I tried to push you away, I know you'd be much farther than this. Essence is criminal. You don't trust my apologies. Distemper is kerosene. I respect what you've done to me. You should be hurt more than this, I've done my best to confine you. If you can still walk out gracefully now, then I defy you to break free. I just wanted to see you break down. I just wanted to suffer beside you. And as I prepared you for my fall, you just crumbled and drifted away. Essence is criminal. You don't trust my apologies. Distemper is kerosene. I respect what you've done to me.