Once Lyrics

To kill myself just to feel alive again,
to plunge down into hell to feel heavenly once,
to starve myself to death just to feel full once,
to tear myself apart to pieces to feel whole once.
Not one step closer to forgiving.
Just going on and passing each of the nine circles
closer to death...
Closer to death itself.

"It's over" she whispered gravely
and again the worms left their caves
to eat me from the inside,
eat up every single emotion
and let me fall again,
dragging me with you.
Die for me, die in me!
Let your death be my birth again!
Let your death be my birth again!
Not one step closer!
Just going on
and passing each of the nine circles
closer to death itself.

And it's dragging me with you.
Die for me!
Die for me and die in me!

Let your death be my birth again!
Let your death be my birth again!