I was blind -- but now I see
Now I see
I used to be lost
And then I found out
I didn't have to be
It was up to me
It's all up to me
I was lyin' -- lyin' to myself
Somebody else was lyin'
And I was caught -- caught in between
Now I'm free -- now I see
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me
I used to pretend
I was this -- I was that
Pretending
I was wrong -- but that's alright
Now I see -- it didn't have to be that way
It's all up to me
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me
Now I see
I used to be lost
And then I found out
I didn't have to be
It was up to me
It's all up to me
I was lyin' -- lyin' to myself
Somebody else was lyin'
And I was caught -- caught in between
Now I'm free -- now I see
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me
I used to pretend
I was this -- I was that
Pretending
I was wrong -- but that's alright
Now I see -- it didn't have to be that way
It's all up to me
It's all up to me
Up to me
It's all up to me