Awful Things Lyrics

my thoughts are slowly coming out now.
i flinch each time i hear them out loud.
i guess i know what its like now to be honest.
you've seen what I'm hiding in the closet.
do i still look the same to you now?
am i still clean enough?
we slowly sink into cigarette ash.
you sleep while i tip the bottle back.
i guess we've seen what its like now,
to be lovers.
we scream that we are nothing without each other.
can i lay back and close my eyes
and pretend you're mine?
have we made a fool of love?
have we take all the good away?
if we are not supposed to be alone
then I'm begging you to stay here.
i saw your ghost in the mirror last night.
blood stained your clothes.
bags under your eyes.
i guess you've heard what I'm like now.
just a body. you're haunting my bedroom and the hallway.
i still hear your voice in my head
and its saying awful things