This Party Lyrics

This party's not the same with you,
I told my friends everything about you.
I've told them that you're on your way,
but you'll never show.
Weeks fly by and turn into months,
plenty of time to choose what I want.
But of course I can't decide,
can't make up... my mind.
Why am I expected to decide,
one decision could change my whole life.
My music or this party,
these choices will forever haunt me.
And what lifelines do I get,
hold up I'm not ready yet.
Too bad 'cause life does not wait,
you're gone... too late.