I'm Trying Lyrics

She said I'm not pointin' fingers
He said yes you are
cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't
If I told you I'd been walkin' out in the dark night thinkin'
Would you take as truth
This alchoholic's word
Oh I can't change What's done is done
I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold onto while this part of me is dyin'
Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me
I'm tryin'
I'm tryin'

(Both)
She sat down on the floor
(Female)
Said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel as fragile as glass
And I want to believe you
Believe what held you has freed you
And I hate these doubts that keep comin' round
My parent think I'm crazy for stayin' here this long
But there's nothin' more I want for us than to prove to them they're wrong
I don't wanna be afraid
I don't wanna think your lyin'
Though I haven't found the faith that I need
I'm tryin'
I'm tryin'
(Both)
He asked do you want me to leave
Cause if you do you know I will
But she said much to his disbelief No

(Female)
I love you still
(Male)
Oh I love you still
Said I don't know why I've been the fool
But I can tell you this

(Both)
Not a day goes by that I don't curse my self and all my sins
And then he droped down to his knees
By now they both were cryin'
He said I haven't been the man I wanna be
But I'm tryin'
I'm tryin'

(Female)
(Oooo)I'm tryin'

(Male)
(Oh)I'm tryin'