Searching for a Reason Lyrics

i'm running away, so far away
from my nightmares in a different place
where the sadness of the past exists no more
i'm running away as fastest i can
i wish i could forget my fears
but i still hear your sream inside my head
searching for a purpose (to copy with)
and finally erase the past
I'm searching for a reason (a reason I should cry)
but I feel so trapped in my own l***
I wish you were here holding my hand
your face is always in my mind
there is nothing else I can do but to let you go
there so many things, things that I've said
but it's too late to have regrets
I left behind all the things that made me weak

searching for a purpose (to copy with)
and finally erase the past
I'm seraching for a reason (a reason I should cry)
but I feel so trapped in my own l***