Surrounded by Ghosts Lyrics

Make my way through the valley of the stoned.
Breathe in deep because there is no place quite like home.
Going one going twice
I´m a coward in disguise
Hero to f*** up right before your eyes
I´m a pretender and I´m a surrender so now you know
Oh, I´m surrounded by ghosts
I´m singing loudly in Kingston filling me with hope
Or am I just the dead amongst live?
Does it really f****** matter?
Hold on survive
Wind my way through the city, black and blue.
I have scars proof of life.
But I swear I see through you.
Let me explain, with the pain come the hours wide awake.
I get lost in my thoughts and decisions that I make.
I´m a pretender and I´m a surrender so now you know
If there was just some other way I´d live in sunshine everyday
and I´d explain the silly things in my brain
You´re so smart and you´re so strong and I believe you when you say I´m wrong
So I´m packed and might show up on holidays.
Oh, I´m surrounded by ghosts
I´m singing loudly in Kingston filling me with hope
Now I´m just the dead amongst live
And it never f****** mattered
Hold on survive.