Running Blind Lyrics

I took the train back to see the South.
I can't pretend I'm not concerned
with the way words fall out my mouth.
I'm just waiting on a verse.
Things seem so d*** far from reach.
When you're living out a dream.
We try to live beyond our means.
While we're tearing at the seams.
They say I'm down to nothing.
I tell them come what here may.
To me, it feels like something,
My hearts' been on display.

I've been running blind.
Am I everything I'm supposed to be?
I've spent so much time taking advantage of what's in front of me.
I feel so broken and jaded,
I miss the life that I traded.
So belligerent, swelling up with indifference.
Skimming the pages, I never followed in their footsteps.
Glued to this ladder, I can't f****** climb up.

And I know I'm hard on myself,
but I feel like I deserve it.
And I know it's bad for my health,
I just thought that it might be worth it.

They say I'm down to nothing.
I tell them come what here may.
To me, it feels like something.
My hearts been on display.
I've been running blind.
Am I everything I'm supposed to be?
I've spent so much time taking advantage of what's in front of me.
I feel so broken and jaded,
I miss the life that I traded.

This path that I tread upon is my own paragon.
The struggles that I stumble on, are full blown.
I'll carry on.

I've been running blind.
Am I everything I'm supposed to be?
I've spent so much time taking advantage of what's in front of me.
I feel so broken and jaded.
I miss the life that I traded.