Twenty Four Lyrics

I was watching October Sky in mid July when I lost my self control
it's kind of funny how time goes by
and we wonder why and where the f*** did it go?
sick of having my friends die
I've been thinking of old times play like a movie in my brain
why can't I just close my eyes so time can heal and waste away

I can't seem to let it go: it always goes to my head
it always just plays out in my brain over and over
it's so hard not to complain because I can see them
they're locking hands, heads toward the sky looking for an angel
to stand right by his side and come alive
let it go! oh I've got to let it go
all this is taking over it's all that I can see, look around, up and down
how can you see hope in anything? I see nothing...
so when I finally close my eyes I'll find my self control
cause I'm so sick all the f****** time
and this head of mine it tears at my soul
we were said to be brothers, you even said it yourself
but now you've left me all alone and I need your help
lost all sense of hoping for the best
another brother I'll never see again
let it go!