Understanding Lyrics

How far will I have to pull myself this time
What am I to do with all this down time
When will I wake up from this nightmare of mine
Motivations gone my river has run dry
I'll lay it all down
I'll lay it all down at your feet

I don't deserve I lost everyone's trust
am I on the road thats why I wrote this song
I'll lay it all down
I'll lay it all down at your feet
I'll lay it all down
I'll lay it all down at your feet

I tried to follow you
Thought everything was write again
But how do we find our way
In this mess called life we live in
In this mess called life we live in
In this mess called life we live in