Dust Childhood Lyrics

This is season of blood and sun
here I'm coming to promised land
But my lips
are burned and my heart is dead
and now I know my childhood is already dust
I fed the fire
of shame and cry and suffered for charges of cowardice
when spirit of man
dies behind a locked door where you can't hear a nine yeras old girl crying

Dust
creepin' in this dust
rockin' the street in your thirteen
and you never gonna tell it to your mum
That you bare the l***
of a stranger who never cared 'bour asking
how old you are
I look in the mirror sometimes
I found friend I got a life and I forgot those nights
but sometimes
the compromise chains me again
scares me again when I really forgive and forget

A wicked god
always supervised my mind
I pray for him to set me free
while all this poison
end me up in hell just because I yearn fo heaven too much
Those long days of waiting
racked all my anger and destroyed all my sense of justice
and all that endless silence
ripped up my heart, this sweet and young and innocente heart and
dust
all is left is dust
slipping through my fingers I pray for God to wash away this
dust
nothing but dust
I hope He knows I didn't know what I was doing oh Lord
pleas try to
forgive me...