Confessions of a Man in Fear (Part I) Lyrics

One obstacle, it's fear
A fear that controls me
It stops me from moving on
It drives me to emptiness
An emptiness as dark as my mind
As dark as I see my life
How will my life be, so dark and empty, so hopeless,
No one will help me
I will still see the sun
The only light to guide me to nothingness
The only warmth I'll feel
Along with the moon and its cold nights.
And when suicide is no longer an option
But the only way out

When I'll be left alone
The fear will have won
And I'll be left behind
Losing everything,

Deserving everything