KOKORO
kokoro to iu mainichi kiiteiru mono no shozai datte
watashi wa mattaku shiranai mama otona ni natte shimatta n da
hoo ni sosoida taiyou ni ayakaru kaikan
mae o nirande sei o uke naosu shunkan
te ni totte sawaru dakede wakatta ki ni natteita watashi ni sayou nara
myou na amae de mou daremo ushinaitakunai
atte kotae o sotto tashikametai kedo
fureai ni touhi suru no wa kinshi tomadoi tsutsumo kaeteiru n da
umarete shimatta hajirai o kyou warawazu taete itai
watashi wa nando oboreta toshite oyogu koto o eranda n datte
yoi no kunou ni sainamare nagara kakusei
juuoumujin ni kanji hagashiteiku koutei
koko de minuite atarashiku atte mukiau watashi ni kidzuite
yogorete shimatta hajirai o kyou uketomete soitai
watashi wa nando ochita toshite ikiru koto o eranda n datte
k**o suratou ni nigeta ato no akigase kouen wa
watashi no mattaku shiranai you na togetogeshii fuyu o utau
kokoro to iu mainichi kiiteiru mono no shozai datte
watashi wa mattaku shiranai mama otona ni natte shimatta n da
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Because the things I've been hearing every day are stored in my "heart"
I became an adult with absolutely no idea at all what I was doing
Happiness blessed with the sun's fortune poured into my cheeks
Staring straight ahead at the moment your gender is set
Taking your hand only to touch it - a farewell to the me who realized and worried
I'm letting myself be spoiled for once, since I don't want to lose anyone again
I want to quietly find out the answers I seek, but
escaping to physical intimacy is forbidden; I get thrown off as things are changing
I want to be able to bear not scorning today the shyness I was born with
Because I've drowned countless times in choosing to swim
While being tortured into an evening agony, I wake up
Feeling like I can do whatever I want, I go on tearing off everything
Seeing right through a new meeting, we face each other here and you recognize me
I want to comply with accepting today my tarnished shyness
Because I've fallen countless times in choosing to live
Akigase Park after even the clouds have run far away from it,
that's the harsh winter I sing of with absolutely no idea at all
Because the things I've been hearing every day are stored in my "heart"
I became an adult with absolutely no idea at all what I was doing
kokoro to iu mainichi kiiteiru mono no shozai datte
watashi wa mattaku shiranai mama otona ni natte shimatta n da
hoo ni sosoida taiyou ni ayakaru kaikan
mae o nirande sei o uke naosu shunkan
te ni totte sawaru dakede wakatta ki ni natteita watashi ni sayou nara
myou na amae de mou daremo ushinaitakunai
atte kotae o sotto tashikametai kedo
fureai ni touhi suru no wa kinshi tomadoi tsutsumo kaeteiru n da
umarete shimatta hajirai o kyou warawazu taete itai
watashi wa nando oboreta toshite oyogu koto o eranda n datte
yoi no kunou ni sainamare nagara kakusei
juuoumujin ni kanji hagashiteiku koutei
koko de minuite atarashiku atte mukiau watashi ni kidzuite
yogorete shimatta hajirai o kyou uketomete soitai
watashi wa nando ochita toshite ikiru koto o eranda n datte
k**o suratou ni nigeta ato no akigase kouen wa
watashi no mattaku shiranai you na togetogeshii fuyu o utau
kokoro to iu mainichi kiiteiru mono no shozai datte
watashi wa mattaku shiranai mama otona ni natte shimatta n da
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Because the things I've been hearing every day are stored in my "heart"
I became an adult with absolutely no idea at all what I was doing
Happiness blessed with the sun's fortune poured into my cheeks
Staring straight ahead at the moment your gender is set
Taking your hand only to touch it - a farewell to the me who realized and worried
I'm letting myself be spoiled for once, since I don't want to lose anyone again
I want to quietly find out the answers I seek, but
escaping to physical intimacy is forbidden; I get thrown off as things are changing
I want to be able to bear not scorning today the shyness I was born with
Because I've drowned countless times in choosing to swim
While being tortured into an evening agony, I wake up
Feeling like I can do whatever I want, I go on tearing off everything
Seeing right through a new meeting, we face each other here and you recognize me
I want to comply with accepting today my tarnished shyness
Because I've fallen countless times in choosing to live
Akigase Park after even the clouds have run far away from it,
that's the harsh winter I sing of with absolutely no idea at all
Because the things I've been hearing every day are stored in my "heart"
I became an adult with absolutely no idea at all what I was doing