Slip Step Lyrics

this first step taken.
with every ounce of my spirit.
will prove once and for all that you don't exist.
a crutch i cry, a crutch.
you and i are one.
this whole time i had such a firm grasp on myself.
i needed to call it something.
i made myself accountable to strangers.
i forgot myself.
i have lost myself.
you kept me from self-destruction.
you kept me from growth.
i have once again outgrown myself.
where do i go from here?