Pins and Needles Lyrics

I can't think straight
So don't wait up for me
I think I'll probably be late
I'll just count to three
1, 2, 3
Go

I couldn't care less
Past the point of distress
With a mind full of stress and a body to undress
Nothing else matters
Cause nothing's real in this mess
I digress
I want to caress your skin so I'll give it my blessing darling

I've learned a lot from my stay in hell
I've learned I don't have a story to tell
Because when things become too much
When love turns to touch
Self-destruction is my crutch
Give me pins and needles
I'm tearing myself apart
Give me pins and needles
I'm playing my part
And this pain is only the start

I promise I am romantic I swear
But I don't have to be fair
It's one sided this time
So I walk this line
Between safety and sanity
Who am I meant to be?
In lovewith the beauty
Of tearing myself apart
In love with the destruction
Of playing my part
And it's only the start

Still wishing I was dead

So I'll poison myself
Too much beauty I suppose
These stories in my head are all I can compose
But as myskin turns pale
My eyes just stay shut
Filled them with pins and needles all for what?
Filled them with pins and needles all for what?