Not On My Watch Lyrics

So what the hell do we know?
Our response is much too slow and questions linger still
Everybody's waiting for you to come back laughing
After f****** with us all
Should I have been easier on you?
After you suffered more than anyone
Never did I under-estimate you, I never did once
I wish there was a reason for taking one from me
Boy, you put up one good fight
Everybody's praying
You're somewhere up there sailing over us tonight
I never did once, not on my watch