Paradox Poetry Lyrics

I try

I try to think for a reason
to get the f*** out of here
The lines crossed once again
You're coming too near
You take it as abuse
It's two years ago
The words I refuse
don't mean s***

I slowly see it

You thought I tried to heal
from my adapt difficulties
It's easier done than said
I never got to flee from
my growing differences
towards this paradox called life
Every sunrise my feelings awaken
But every sunset they fade away
Each day agony grows inside me

I'm holding on to pieces that we gathered so long
I'm not coming back - I can't find a reason to stay
Tonight I'm closing the doors behind me
I slowly opened my eyes, again
There you stood so fragile - like always
As I see you, I know you will notice me merging
into the sunshine
Like a chronic disease
Still too much for me to pass you by

I slowly see it

You thought I tried to heal from my adapt difficulties
It's easier done than said I never got to flee
from my growing differences towards this paradox called life
You forced me to feel all my inner difficulties