Self vs. Self Lyrics

If I struggle a lifetime,
What would my body be?
An empty shell,
On what a demon fed.
Could be a heavy burden,
to stay true to your words.
Speak up,
I wanna silence everything!

If I got no plan,
Doesn't mean that i get what I want for free.
If I got no meaning,
Would you force me to a place where I make sense?
'Cos nothing lasts forever!

How do I get home?
Everything revolves around you!
If I can't find myself?
As you're so completely fake!
How do I get home?
Everything revolves around you!
If even you can't help?
Dark nights from my soul!

I deny failure,
I Ignite.
Woe is on my misery,
She wins all their eyes.

Realise what they find's not fate,
This is not me, this is me.
So if I struggle a lifetime,
What good would that do?
If I got a plan,
Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside.
If I do make sense,
Would you drag me down?
'Cos nothing lasts forever!

How do I get home?
Everything revolves around you!
If I can't find myself?
As you're so completely fake!

How do I get home?
Everything revolves around you!
If even you can't help?
Dark night from my soul!