As I relive all the twisted, dark sides of a tainted memory
I realize that the facets I hide continue to haunt me
I can't forgive all the punishment that they dealt me blow by blow
I used to feel some sympathy for the ones who didn't know
It's GONE
Father sits blank his thoughts are of second son. Crying tears of shame
Father, he went and led his own life astray, and you're not to blame
He got sucked up by the angel he l***ed, he'll never be the same
He keeps on fighting, his demons decided: "recessive mental fate"
I ain't lying
GONE
I'm so f****** stressed out, want to blow my brains out, guess the pressure's getting to me
I just can't shake this feeling of worthlessness
As I stare at the ceiling, a useless mess
No god or drug can save me from my distress
Only my friend my brother can rebuild what is left
GONE
I realize that the facets I hide continue to haunt me
I can't forgive all the punishment that they dealt me blow by blow
I used to feel some sympathy for the ones who didn't know
It's GONE
Father sits blank his thoughts are of second son. Crying tears of shame
Father, he went and led his own life astray, and you're not to blame
He got sucked up by the angel he l***ed, he'll never be the same
He keeps on fighting, his demons decided: "recessive mental fate"
I ain't lying
GONE
I'm so f****** stressed out, want to blow my brains out, guess the pressure's getting to me
I just can't shake this feeling of worthlessness
As I stare at the ceiling, a useless mess
No god or drug can save me from my distress
Only my friend my brother can rebuild what is left
GONE