I've spent much time skipping the poetry
trying to talk raw from the heart
kept writing songs out of a moment
though I knew they wouldn't last
I've given less than what I've taken
thinking that winning was "to have"
I've always had all that I wanted
I don't know what means "to survive"
I read the news, something had happened
I was too busy to care about
I'm dreaming things I can't imagine
I wake up too tired to feel sad
And in the kitchen there is nothing
that makes me feel I am alive
I've seen the horizon seems further
but I am ready to arrive
I swam across the seven seas
I held my breath, my weight pulled down
I drowned so deep into the ocean
you pulled my hair and took me out
I heard the shot but there was no one
I do not know who's got to die
I have survived the strength of a hurricane
I was not planned to die so young
trying to talk raw from the heart
kept writing songs out of a moment
though I knew they wouldn't last
I've given less than what I've taken
thinking that winning was "to have"
I've always had all that I wanted
I don't know what means "to survive"
I read the news, something had happened
I was too busy to care about
I'm dreaming things I can't imagine
I wake up too tired to feel sad
And in the kitchen there is nothing
that makes me feel I am alive
I've seen the horizon seems further
but I am ready to arrive
I swam across the seven seas
I held my breath, my weight pulled down
I drowned so deep into the ocean
you pulled my hair and took me out
I heard the shot but there was no one
I do not know who's got to die
I have survived the strength of a hurricane
I was not planned to die so young