Nickel Song Lyrics

Slowly I reach the door
push and your coat is missing
your footprints on the snow
stop and go
stop and go
stop and go
suddenly I´m so little
alone without a nickel
and you are gone away
not much to say
smoke of my cigarrette
fades into the ceiling
I can´t say I didn´t know
I didn´t know
I didn´t know
'cause I did know
you were never real
but how I´m going to heal
of this winter love
that´s now turning off
who was lazy?
who was blind?
am I losing my mind?