If I Laugh (demo version) Lyrics

If I laugh just a little bit,
Maybe I can forget the chance
That I didn't have to know you,
And be at peace, at peace...
If I laugh just a little bit,
Maybe I can forget the plans that
I didn't use to get you
At home--with me--alone...
If I laugh just a little bit,
Maybe I can recall the way
That I used to be before you,
And sleep at night--at night...

If I laugh just a little bit,
Maybe I can recall the love
That I shouldn't have with you,
And sleep at night--and dream...