Taking a Look Lyrics

I take a look at the past
In the quest of my life
I take a look at my sins
digging in my soul...
Which is the meaning
of this nightmare
Which is the reason
of this existence
But I only know
that I can't carry on...
I can't carry on
without your blood!
Where are my friends now?
Where are those things by which I was believed in the past?
I take a look at the ashes
of my life one more time
I spent the time with a hope,
to see the sun
Everything finishes
but I go on....