If I Could Only Lyrics

I have been acting for so long
(I've been losing part of me)
You tried to get me on my feet
(I'm tied down in apathy)
This struggle's getting in my way
(Pushing me against a wall)
I'm dying from the inside out
If I could find an answer
If I could only see
If I could find a reason
For me to believe

I see the truth in front of me
(But everybody's got their rights)
If I'm just willing to believe
(But I ain't got the sight)
I never thought that a mistake
(Was gonna lead me straight to you)
(???) and leave me dead
If I could find an answer
If I could only see
If I could find a reason
For me to believe

If I could find an answer
If I could only see
If I could find a reason
For me to believe

I hear you softly in my dreams
(I can't explain the memory)
(???) to myself
(Can't believe the love I see)
(???)
(Inside, I know you're there)
(???)
If I could find an answer
If I could only see
If I could find a reason
For me to believe

I finally know the answer
My eyes can finally see
I found a whole new reason
For me to believe