I Can't Lyrics

Am I really such a fool
Hate myself for my action
When I need to feel what I'm longing for
I just can't get a true reaction
Is my fear destroying it
Forgive me I wish you could see my heart through me
I'll be dreaming of you 'cos its all I do
During these month of cruel winter
I can get myself blocked
And write this romantic song instead of showing you my love
Time is not healing time is only filling
My soul with pain
And happiness is only brought by you
'cos you're everything and in everything I see
And feel
No I can't get you out
No I can't get you out of my head
Fear is in my heart and it speaks so loud and clear
I can't win