[Verse 1]
Say what you say, it's my life, only in wealth I trust
Felt the rush, gotta get it right before I self-destruct
Headstrong, dead wrong, game's on, no timeouts
Something's gotta set me straight
Hold on, don't mind doubts
It's just sick l*** so deep I can't get enough
My world white girl, my nose crammed with the stuff
Battle the night, war with the day
Just trying to find some peace
God's calling, I'm falling
Demons in my mind unleashed
Total meltdown, someone help now
No shelter, feeling the rain
Burning desire turn into fire
Smile cause healing the pain
Ice cold heart, eyes so dark, nobody sees my soul
Metaphysical Heaven and Hell, that's how deep I go
Life of a beast, life's incomplete
We're bonded with family ties
Say goodbye to the bad guy, I'm going where insanity lies
[Chorus]
Push *repeated*
[Verse 2]
Say what you say, it's my life, I deal with science and math
Glorify streets before I find peace, it's all violence and wrath
Face my fears, taste my tears, schizoid losing my mind
Smashed apart after dark, all I got's choosing my side
Drown in the rain, clouded in pain, blinded by shadows and dust
Friends faking, temptations, I'm grinding badder than l***
Heard the story, purgatory, it's too late to save my soul
Mad aggression, bad intentions, loving the life's the way I roll
I say so, they know, all I do is give you the truth
Make dough, lay low, crawl in the booth
Send you the proof, respect my wish, protect my kid
Do my bids, rep my team, mad lie ?(schemes), bedtime dreams
Flip s***, get my cream, kids forcing for big fortune
Self-knowledge is important, hellfire still scorching
Through imagery and distortion
[Chorus]
*Excerpt from Apocalypse Now*
Say what you say, it's my life, only in wealth I trust
Felt the rush, gotta get it right before I self-destruct
Headstrong, dead wrong, game's on, no timeouts
Something's gotta set me straight
Hold on, don't mind doubts
It's just sick l*** so deep I can't get enough
My world white girl, my nose crammed with the stuff
Battle the night, war with the day
Just trying to find some peace
God's calling, I'm falling
Demons in my mind unleashed
Total meltdown, someone help now
No shelter, feeling the rain
Burning desire turn into fire
Smile cause healing the pain
Ice cold heart, eyes so dark, nobody sees my soul
Metaphysical Heaven and Hell, that's how deep I go
Life of a beast, life's incomplete
We're bonded with family ties
Say goodbye to the bad guy, I'm going where insanity lies
[Chorus]
Push *repeated*
[Verse 2]
Say what you say, it's my life, I deal with science and math
Glorify streets before I find peace, it's all violence and wrath
Face my fears, taste my tears, schizoid losing my mind
Smashed apart after dark, all I got's choosing my side
Drown in the rain, clouded in pain, blinded by shadows and dust
Friends faking, temptations, I'm grinding badder than l***
Heard the story, purgatory, it's too late to save my soul
Mad aggression, bad intentions, loving the life's the way I roll
I say so, they know, all I do is give you the truth
Make dough, lay low, crawl in the booth
Send you the proof, respect my wish, protect my kid
Do my bids, rep my team, mad lie ?(schemes), bedtime dreams
Flip s***, get my cream, kids forcing for big fortune
Self-knowledge is important, hellfire still scorching
Through imagery and distortion
[Chorus]
*Excerpt from Apocalypse Now*