dokoka de watashi wo yobu koe ga kikoeru... sore wa osoraku wa mama no wo sekkyou
watashi wa tada, shiawase ni naritakatta dake sore wo mama ga jama suru no?
Somewhere i hear a voice calling me, perhaps it's just one of mom's sermons
I just wanted to be happy, is mom getting on the way?
------ yurusenai.
------I can't allow that.
watashi no sekai ni haitte konai de. shiawase de itai desho?'
"Is happiness something that can't reach my world?"
' anata wa sou, futsuu no ko. itsukara sonna shumi ni natta no?'
"You are right, ordinary girl. Since when did you have such tastes?"
--The girl Harue, a single word from her mother caused her abundant nausea and headache
kokoronai kotoba ga ima, mune wo kirikizanda
tada shiawase de itai dake soredake na no ni...
Now, with heartless words, my heart is broken into pieces,
but i found a little happiness in them.
mama wa watashi wo kizutsuketa kono itami no f**asa ga wakaru?
semete mama, ne? mama watashi kurushii yo
onaji itami wo wakatte yo ne?, mama.
Mom hurt my feelings. Is the depth of this pain something that can be grasped?
Mama, all this is just too painful for me.
Mama, you know the same pain, right?
' doko de machigaeta no kashira, mama, , , hontou wa yasashii ko datta noni? '
' itai desho? nee, mama. sukoshi kurai wa rikai dekite?'
Where is the problem, Mama? I am really a nice girl...
Do this hurt, Mama? We are starting to understand.
--The girl Harue, she is beside her mother lying in bed. In her hand is a knife along with a loud laughter--
hontou wa watashi, tada ne shiawase ni naritai yo
fui ni namida ga koborete senketsu ni kieta
kaerichi ga kubisuji made todoita kara, watashi
mata kubi ga kayuku natte osanai hi no yume
I really want to be happy.
Tears fall down and wash away the fresh blood.
After the spurt of her blood reached up to the nape of the neck,
my neck again became itchy, it is a dream from my childhood days.
watashi wa tada, shiawase ni naritakatta dake sore wo mama ga jama suru no?
Somewhere i hear a voice calling me, perhaps it's just one of mom's sermons
I just wanted to be happy, is mom getting on the way?
------ yurusenai.
------I can't allow that.
watashi no sekai ni haitte konai de. shiawase de itai desho?'
"Is happiness something that can't reach my world?"
' anata wa sou, futsuu no ko. itsukara sonna shumi ni natta no?'
"You are right, ordinary girl. Since when did you have such tastes?"
--The girl Harue, a single word from her mother caused her abundant nausea and headache
kokoronai kotoba ga ima, mune wo kirikizanda
tada shiawase de itai dake soredake na no ni...
Now, with heartless words, my heart is broken into pieces,
but i found a little happiness in them.
mama wa watashi wo kizutsuketa kono itami no f**asa ga wakaru?
semete mama, ne? mama watashi kurushii yo
onaji itami wo wakatte yo ne?, mama.
Mom hurt my feelings. Is the depth of this pain something that can be grasped?
Mama, all this is just too painful for me.
Mama, you know the same pain, right?
' doko de machigaeta no kashira, mama, , , hontou wa yasashii ko datta noni? '
' itai desho? nee, mama. sukoshi kurai wa rikai dekite?'
Where is the problem, Mama? I am really a nice girl...
Do this hurt, Mama? We are starting to understand.
--The girl Harue, she is beside her mother lying in bed. In her hand is a knife along with a loud laughter--
hontou wa watashi, tada ne shiawase ni naritai yo
fui ni namida ga koborete senketsu ni kieta
kaerichi ga kubisuji made todoita kara, watashi
mata kubi ga kayuku natte osanai hi no yume
I really want to be happy.
Tears fall down and wash away the fresh blood.
After the spurt of her blood reached up to the nape of the neck,
my neck again became itchy, it is a dream from my childhood days.