This Is Not Me Lyrics

its not that i don't love you or
that i don't care anymore
you were an option i wanted to explore
it just wasn't meant to be
just like an off-tone melody
i need to put you out of your misery..

i showed you what you wanted to see
you never saw who was the real me
our destiny,, was not meant to be
wipe your tears away and hear me when i say
i want you to leave..
after all i did to be with you,

i believed my own lies
and now i apologize
i don't want to disguise
behind the masks, but now i realize
that this is not me