so far away just a whisper on the phone. your words just drowning in static on the line. sad to hear your voice doesn't sound the same. something is on your mind. nothing much to say about it anyway. can't take the pain away. just wanna be right there beside you. with the comfort i can't offer when i'm not around you. all of these thoughts need answers. but i'm left with just a sense of emptiness inside me. last verse of this summer. what will we become. will we drift apart as days grow shorter. will it ever be the same thing. are you just a goner. will you stay around. there is no use looking any further. i just wish that i could reach you. sorry that you can trust me when i say. you're the only one. don't need nobody else. sorry to know that you're lightyears from where i am. not just the actual distance as in the worlds we live. wish that i could say something so you'd feel safe. and make it sound okay. this time it's for real. i promise that this time i will be honest. but i just wanna have a confirmation. so that you won t disappear without an explanation. maybe this will sound too selfish. i can't hide the way i feel. the anxious desperation