I called you when i needed you most
i thought we were linked
i told you the bad news and you haven't talked to me since
frankly, i don't wanna talk to a shrink
i might look happy but im angry and i'm tortured within
you come back around now with your hands out
i can see the guilt in your eyes
maybe you understand now
it is a fact
when i talk, you didn't listen
is that you said u call me back in a minute but you didn't
don't get me wrong, im not trying to beg friend
it just feels like my life's**** a dead end
i tried to turn around but now my back is against the wall
and the pain just won't stop, i might have to end it all
i tell myself life is sacred, it's not bright to waste it
i feel surrounded but at the same time isolated
at times my own day dream is scam ya
fam, myself hatin anyone that may seem care free
i'd rather go out smiling and cryin at home
i've realised that my worst fear is dying alone
at times i lose my composure but that's not a surprise
i can't control the emotions i keep bottled inside
don't pretend there's a friendship you and me shared
when you hit rock bottom people are usually scared
i guess stupidly i expected you to be there
but when the s*** hits the fam man who really cares ?
i was just sitting here, feeling sorry for myself and helpless
then i realised that i was just being selfish
i'm a soldier, myself centred, brain is my helmet
but when reality hit me i felt sick
we run from our problems, there's many that are paralysed
we take life for granted, these simply never had i life
we heared it all before, some people are deaf
that tramp lives in a box while i sleep in my bed
inside i'm a tortured man who hates living
but there's people being tortured in that great prison
there's youth right now, that are dying from malaria
so we can have clean running water in our area
that s*** there has got me feeling ashamed
if you been through it, tell me what's the meaning of pain
you ain't caught and they locked you away when you were acting well
there's people in guantanamo bay that never had a chance
we seen a lot, there's some that were born blind
in some places __________________
you f***** bad chicks, you think you a heavyweight ?
in africa 6 thousand people die from aids every day
and the baby's there getting from their mothers
so think about the next time you f*** without a rubber
it hurts and no one said the truth will be fair
the world is a messed up place man but who really cares ?
i thought we were linked
i told you the bad news and you haven't talked to me since
frankly, i don't wanna talk to a shrink
i might look happy but im angry and i'm tortured within
you come back around now with your hands out
i can see the guilt in your eyes
maybe you understand now
it is a fact
when i talk, you didn't listen
is that you said u call me back in a minute but you didn't
don't get me wrong, im not trying to beg friend
it just feels like my life's**** a dead end
i tried to turn around but now my back is against the wall
and the pain just won't stop, i might have to end it all
i tell myself life is sacred, it's not bright to waste it
i feel surrounded but at the same time isolated
at times my own day dream is scam ya
fam, myself hatin anyone that may seem care free
i'd rather go out smiling and cryin at home
i've realised that my worst fear is dying alone
at times i lose my composure but that's not a surprise
i can't control the emotions i keep bottled inside
don't pretend there's a friendship you and me shared
when you hit rock bottom people are usually scared
i guess stupidly i expected you to be there
but when the s*** hits the fam man who really cares ?
i was just sitting here, feeling sorry for myself and helpless
then i realised that i was just being selfish
i'm a soldier, myself centred, brain is my helmet
but when reality hit me i felt sick
we run from our problems, there's many that are paralysed
we take life for granted, these simply never had i life
we heared it all before, some people are deaf
that tramp lives in a box while i sleep in my bed
inside i'm a tortured man who hates living
but there's people being tortured in that great prison
there's youth right now, that are dying from malaria
so we can have clean running water in our area
that s*** there has got me feeling ashamed
if you been through it, tell me what's the meaning of pain
you ain't caught and they locked you away when you were acting well
there's people in guantanamo bay that never had a chance
we seen a lot, there's some that were born blind
in some places __________________
you f***** bad chicks, you think you a heavyweight ?
in africa 6 thousand people die from aids every day
and the baby's there getting from their mothers
so think about the next time you f*** without a rubber
it hurts and no one said the truth will be fair
the world is a messed up place man but who really cares ?