On the Wrong Side Lyrics

This desperation overdose.
These stunning moments are too d*** long.
The more the time runs.
The colder I get.
The more the time runs.
How cold can I get?
Another bleached day.
Tomorrow is another yesterday.
While I write these frustrated lines...
(I watch how trains pass by.)
I caught myself thinking how easy it would be
if I just f****** died.
My eyes used to be blue and bright.
Now with dark holes wide open
I roam in this endless night.

These restless nights wake the misantrophe in me.
Once again I'm on the wrong side of the fence.
I lay down on this blanket of sorrow.
Put my head on this hard pillow of hate.
Goodnight my dear depression,
see you in the morning light.