I'm not a ghost but i wish that i could be
I'm not a demon but there are demons inside of me
I no longer wish to be such an invalid
I'm a gonner; silently dysthymic
Sailing, sailing forever
my hearts disconnected
my minds not together
wearing pain on wrist
uncovering answers when i clench my fist
an insomniacs day dream
is just a nickname for reality
so let me sleep a couple of days
cuz i'm getting quite tired of this place
closing back doors to the thought that i am not alone
no matter where i am, i'm never home
love me forever i am a cancer
hate me forever but I'm still here
(letting myself down)
so god d*** lonesome my nerves are shot
i could go outside and make friends but i'd rather not
Oh God can anyone trust anyone any more?
are you there only so i can ask what am i here for?
be who you will
kill who you kill
i can't stay mad at you
So do what you do
why arent you here when i most need you?
I'm not a demon but there are demons inside of me
I no longer wish to be such an invalid
I'm a gonner; silently dysthymic
Sailing, sailing forever
my hearts disconnected
my minds not together
wearing pain on wrist
uncovering answers when i clench my fist
an insomniacs day dream
is just a nickname for reality
so let me sleep a couple of days
cuz i'm getting quite tired of this place
closing back doors to the thought that i am not alone
no matter where i am, i'm never home
love me forever i am a cancer
hate me forever but I'm still here
(letting myself down)
so god d*** lonesome my nerves are shot
i could go outside and make friends but i'd rather not
Oh God can anyone trust anyone any more?
are you there only so i can ask what am i here for?
be who you will
kill who you kill
i can't stay mad at you
So do what you do
why arent you here when i most need you?